Tabula Rasa

Yup. It was time to start over. Many(most) things in my little corner of the world have changed since I posted last. Hell, even the corner in question is in an entirely different state. And really, looking at lists, goals, and projects that were no longer viable, and seemingly from a lifetime ago was damned depressing. So, I cleaned house.

One of my few favorite things, besides raindrops on roses,(do you have the earworm? you are welcome) has always been a brand new notebook and a good writing tool. This is my online version of said favorite thing. So here we go.

For anyone who has been concerned about my fade and disappearance, fear not. Things are good. I am ok. Slightly stressed, but ok. The podcast has died a slow, painful death. I know exactly why I flaked on it so badly, and I know what to do differently next time. See, by the time I had my idea, researched hosts, paid for the hosting and the URL and, in general, got my shit together to start, a month had passed. By the time this month was over, I had found other 'casts that were doing it MUCH better than I could with my inexperience and equipment, and my inability to produce was directly proportionate to my ability to convince myself that I sucked at it, before I even tried.

My Plurkfade was entirely the fault of the game Kapi Regnum, which effectively timesucked every second of my mouse potato time.

And the 3d fade...*sigh* I'm not sure what that was, except for lifelong habit. I promise to keep up with sending emails to folks from Wisconsin who have missed me. All three of you. hahaha.

and my BS friends: I just couldn't do it anymore. I may be back to grace the board with my stupidity and rage someday, but not for a while.

So, yeah. there is my little non-update update. I wanted to post a quick "hey, how are you, I'm fine" while I was thinking about it.